Dear *********,
So yeah, I don’t understand alot of things that happened. You ripped my heart out. I know I must have hurt you somehow. I don’t understand how, and I don’t really want to anymore.
I know that from the beginning, I expected you to leave. I came to you pretty broken, and while I healed alot while we were close, I never once claimed to be perfect. I told you you would walk away. I tried to leave more than once and you promised me a family that would never leave. Thats a promise you broke.
You were it. I was in for life. I never questioned that. Not once.
I don’t hate you. I’m not angry with you. I understand that I probably deserved what I got. I have sinned against El Malei Rachamim (God, the all merciful) so much. I continually slap Him in the face by my life, and yet he has forgiven me without question. It amazes me the extent of his mercy. I can’t hold this against you… you were my sister… how could I?
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