I think My Xanga pulse's are a good indication of my spiritual condition. They are becoming more G-d focused as I do, but are very few and far between, where the posts, the greater visible portions of my life, arent nearly as dedicated to sanctification as the rare pulses. I wish I posted more spiritual and G-d centered things more often, but my blogs are an extension of my mind and thoughts. I'm not nearly as strong and steadfast a believer as I want to be. Fortunately the G-d I believe in is steadfast. HE knows I am weak and have little spiritual stamina. My lack of faithfulness to HIM makes up for HIS great and endless faithfulness to me.
Sometimes at the end of a day and I see how dirt poor my walk as a believer has been. Then I read scripture and realize it's way worse than I thought it was. Awesome! Why is it good news? My hope is not in my performance, I know I suck. Yeshua's performance is credited to me! My hope is built on nothing less than Yeshua's Blood and Righteousness. The greater the revelation of my sin, the more I must acknowledge what G-d has done for me in H'Meshiach. Now I'm free to do my best because it doesn't matter that I fail, I still get the prize! No fear of failure. All praise and glory to אדני!
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