Yet I still find myself thinking about my old friends sometimes. Laura, Josh, Rosie, Emily. Even Anna and Anthony. They are all gone now, all because I did something wrong. To some I may have disapeared without explanation. Some didnt want me to leave. Some turned on my as soon as I was out of the picture.
Do they know where I am now? What do they think of what I've done, and where I am? Do they think about me as often as I think about them? Do they regret losing our friendship?
Do they look down on me?
A girl in our group was working in the hospital today, and she was proposed to by an Israeli man. He said that the woman he loved had left him while he was away and she ran off with his best friend. That story struck close to home for me. Didn't expect to be reminiscing THAT much about thins, but G-d saw fit to remind me.
So now what?
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